THE SUBSTITUTE
Looking at your photo
My substitute for real-life
I can feel your skin, taste the salt, smell your sweetness
I feel possessed
Your spell is stronger than I am, I cannot break it
I dont want to break
it
I like the swoon-factor, the dizziness, the blood rushing to my clit
I
could throb all night & not tire of it
Beg for more, wallow in it, crank it up another notch
And another and another
Til I am screaming from your possession
I take you on
In all your heat, with all my fear
I want you
Now, now, whenever, forever, NOW
You are not my savior
But I have saved myself for you
I am not your answer
But I answer to you
Not a moment can pass
without me feeling you
Not a moment can pass without me desiring you
Not a moment can pass without you
Again
I am here
Open
Waiting
Wild
Yours
You can take me or
give to me
You can love me or be loved by me
We can fuck or make
love
Not none no one
no no
Not even a choice
I have no choice
I am yours
If I had a choice
I would still be yours
What are you going to
do with me now?
Tomorrow? The next day? Next week? Next month? Next year?
I am going to love you
Looking at your photo
The substitute is better than any real-life I have ever had
You will be better than the substitute
DONE
You could
Slice me in small pieces
With your looks
Make me into nothing
With your voice
And
I could
Return the favor
Extinguish your existence
With my coldness
Make you disappear
With my resistance
But we wont
It is done
How we could be
It is past
Our games
All designed so cleverly
To keep us alone
To push away all that we desire
It is done
Our power to destroy visible
But not welcomed
Our power to love & be loved
Greater
Control an illusion
A fools dream
I dont want to control
Anything
Certainly not you
Certainly not me
Control not necessary
When we can just choose freely
I choose to be with you
I choose to be in love with you
No matter what
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