MISSING YOU

I am forgetting anything I said
About never wanting to be with anyone again
I am actually missing you tonight

In each others arms night after night
My bed seems so big & empty now
Your body – such a presence – asleep or awake
Not here …
Me not there …

I don’t know when it all shifted
But it did
Lovers now in our world of discovery
My arms holding you tight
Our skin merging
Your thighs crossing mine
Hot then cold then hot again

I've wanted no one like this
You … in me
Me … in you
Two women who
Always have it together
Not together - Together
Not really knowing what’s next
Wanting what’s next instead

Ever been worshipped?
Could you take it?
Would you allow it?
I could show you how
Sweet protector
Your turn

I want to grow this
Simmer it, boil it, fire it up
Take my hands off the controls
Put my hands on you
Hold on for the ride
Create the ride
Us – together
Not knowing where it’ll go
I don’t care
I just want to be on with you

I never knew I would be here
Ready
To actually play this out
Ready
To create what I want
With you
I could fall in love
I’m scared but willing

I waited all these years
Went through all these lessons
Uncovered all these reasons
Just so I would be here
With you now
Ready

The only thing left is to seal
The new chance
With a kiss
A long, lingering kiss
Passion on our lips
More intense with each second
The final piece to add
The piece that will kick this over

Let me know when you are
Ready
To be mine
To let me be yours
That is the time
When we actually move
Across the next line

Now I head off to bed
Without you
Dreaming about you

GAME ON 

Speaking my truth
Makes me shake
As much as your hands
On my skin
Unchartered territory 

A piece of blue in my pocket
I drive off
To be days away from you
The longing sets in immediately
Return to you?
These is nowhere else
With you
Yours 

You have to know it
No pretense needed
It came over me like a flush
Looking at you
Moments added together
And then it was
Just a dual knowing …
I love you
I am in love with you 

Too fast … Too slow
I don’t know … don’t care
It is so simple
Concerned only
That I will scare you off
Please don’t run
No requirements
Just be with me
Like I’ve never said it
Or like I have
Either way
It doesn’t have to scare you
I have been here for days now 

The white streak in your hair
The veins in your hands
The shine of your eyes
Your voice close to my ear in the night
The heat of your skin
Your tenderness
I take it all with me
A piece of blue in my pocket
My feelings
Music to dive by 

I give you me
It is only now that I
Can see it is a gift
Separate from the gifts
You have given me …
The gifts of light, love, passion, peace
The gift of my own soul
Opened
I refuse to be scared
To give this gift
You free to take it or leave it
Do with it what you wish
It is yours 

When I return
I will still be yours
I will still love you
I will still be in love with you
Deeper
Intensified
With each moment
Without you 

My thoughts & feelings …
Don’t limit your freedom
But know …
I am playing for keeps
Game on ..
 

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