December 2003
PAST IN MY FUTURE
PAST IN MY FUTURE Not knowing what to do with my hands As I move around in my seat These hands that hold lives in them daily Suddenly, the silly 15 year old in
November 2003
BLESSINGS FROM OTHER LANDS
BLESSINGS FROM OTHER LANDS The truth is that I am scared that I will lose what I have with you By telling you what I fantasize about with you Your coaching ringing in my
October 2003
SOON
SOON I have worked til I can't anymore ... I need to sleep but all I can do is think about you - I miss your skin - your smile - your lips I
September 2003
MY SOUL DON’T NEED SEX
MY SOUL DON'T NEED SEX My soul needs passion Hard, rough, cross-the-line-of-pain passion Wretch it out, twist it up, make my eyes burn Hear me scream, beg you to stop Beg you to return
August 2003
NAKED
NAKED I take down the walls A brick at a time Your view clear now I'm exposed I never knew I could stand Naked in front of anyone I am scared ... shaking, but
July 2003
SUBSTITUTE
THE SUBSTITUTE Looking at your photo My substitute for real-life I can feel your skin, taste the salt, smell your sweetness I feel possessed Your spell is stronger than I am, I cannot break